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Sunday, October 07, 2007

My heart hurts so bad that I can't breathe. I'm aching and pain is pounding through my body. I'm sad and I can't speak. I've never been in so much pain in my whole life. I don't care if I die. What have I done? Nothing can rectify this. I want to break everything I see. I want to take a hammer to my life and watch it shatter. I hate. I don't know me.

6 Comments:

Blogger Waterfalls said...

You are stronger than this and I personally care about you a ton. Hold tight... this too shall pass.

6:37 PM  
Blogger Abelard Enigma said...

You've got friends that love you - that has to count for something.

Praying for you

8:23 PM  
Blogger Gay LDS Actor said...

What's going on? I hope you're okay.

9:09 PM  
Blogger Chris said...

The ups and downs of coming out and enduring a divorce can be difficult to take sometimes -- I know this. I don't know if that's what's making you feel this way, but whatever it is, you are in my thoughts and I am here if you want to talk at all.

6:38 AM  
Blogger Dave said...

I wish there was more I could do to help you...but I don't know what's going on...I guess just know that I'm thinking about you.

2:09 PM  
Blogger Kengo Biddles said...

I understand where you are. Take advantage of your support system that is readily apparent here in the comments. It's something I desperately needed after/during my divorce, and had it been in place, I wouldn't have gone through half of it.

12:01 AM  

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