Today I have an overwhelming feeling of sadness and frustration. I'm tired of being tired. I have a hard time sleeping because I feel so much anxiety. I love my wife, but I shutter at the thought of not taking the opportunity to talk to my wife, and tell her what I feel about our relationship, but I'm afraid she'll leave me.
I wonder how I can make my life seem like a life. There's a lot of pain and confusion swirling around, and I get really good at hiding it by dusting it under the rug.
I'm really not this much a basket case, but this blog is where I vent my frustrations, and it feels so good to be able to unload once in awhile.
My goal is to one day be able to write about being in a good place. I have hope that however far it may be, I will be able to look back and see all this turmoil behind me.