Elbow: Not A Good Day

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Not A Good Day

I feel devastated today. I've lost everything I've expected for myself. I had the dream life, the dream woman I was going to spend the rest of my life with and raise kids with, and that's all gone.

Ultimately, I know this is the right thing. I feel peace about it, but it's the hardest thing I've ever had to go through. I'm amazing about how much good I feel and how sad I can be all at the same time. It hurts.


Blogger Distinguishing Preoccupation said...

Thats exactly what I feel minus the part about getting married and divorcing. I'm glad you have the reassurance that you are doing the right thing because sometimes I wonder if I am. There are times when I feel very isolated from God yet I also have a constant assurance that he is there and that he loves me. I just never hear his voice. Best of luck my friend, keep your chin up, take things slowly and it should iron out okay in the end... At least that has been my experience with most things in life.

7:24 AM  
Blogger Chris said...

I know what you're going through. Time heals these wounds.

8:02 AM  
Blogger Beck said...

I'm sorry you're going through this. I truly feel for you, my friend.

9:52 AM  

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